I am...me. Idea swiped from the lovely and talented .

I am...
I am kind.
I am understanding.
I am a listener.
I forgive too easily.
I am open minded.
I am comfortable with who I am.

Things I want to be

Strong. Strong and vibrant. A person who's stories could easily take a person away to another world. A warrior. An example for equality for everyone and everything. Not to be so damn weak and emotional at the drop of a hat.

You might think

That I am going to hell for how I think.
That I am a slut for enjoying sex and love.
That I am a wuss for not being afraid to talk, or cry, about my feelings.
That I am sick for enjoying what I do.

What I don't like...

I hate judgement. Despite not judging being the hallmark of many religons, many, MANY people use it a crutch to tell people that they're no good, though nobody is perfect.

I don't like the idea of the law telling people what they can and can not do with their own bodies. That is everything from abortion, to drugs...and anything in between. Is your body the property of a bunch of people in the government? Or is it your's? Chew on that for a moment.

I don't like the drama and bullshit that comes with sex in these times. Very few people see it as a means of fun nowdays, instead we have pissy males who use it for their own selfish ends, and whiny females who use it as a tool.

I abhor bigotry with a passion. When it comes to race, gender, sexuality, tastes, social class, ANYTHING...It doesn't matter. You are not better then someone.

What you, yes you, reading this at this very moment, mean to me

It's hard to say. This account is only watched by a few friends of mine, and my lover. I've...been a bit reclusive with some thoughts and such of mine...But I do love meeting new people and making friends. I alos have a tendancy to be too nice, so if I am, slap me. On the other hand, passer by friends of mine should know, that I appreciate all of you who don't lie, and appreciate my work.

Last but not least...

I love with all of my heart my mother, my brother, my sister, and most importantly, Ms. Audrey, AKA *Acid-Qeen.

For Audrey...You are my love, my motivation, and the brilliant star in my life. You taught me how to love again. My heart is your's.